okay..

As mentioned earlier, I overestimate people. It is a real problem. I do it with my family, friends, school, and even strangers sometimes. This causes real problems for me because you really can't depend on anyone but yourself and God. Many people tell me that I am wrong and I would like to agree, but that has been my experience thus far. Its funny taht I mentioned this earlier because I just experienced a prime example with a family member. They told me that they would take care of something (a rather important matter) and then they totally didn't do it and they lied about it. Whats up with that!? Now things are so much more messed up than they would have been if the person had just been straight with me from the beginning.
Why did I expect them to do what they said? I dunno, stupidity maybe, naivety, perhaps that I wanted so badly to believe them that I chose to knowing it probably wasn't true. Anyway.....in the big picture I realize that what happened is not as big a deal as how I handle it so I am about to go pray. I am so thankful that I have God to guide me. What would I be like without him......
Although I feel physically better, the day is leaving much to be desired. At least I have my toes.
God, help me be positive and thankful. Let me see your hand in this and help me find wisdom through the situation.