Today

Today might be difficult for me. I just woke up with this weird feeling. I have done my quiet time already but I don't feel like anything is sinking in. I wish I could stay home today, call in sick to school like I used to be able to.
I am about to go to the gym and I'm hoping that will get me going. Maybe I'm just really tired. I haven't been sleeping much lately. Today my alarm went off for an hour before I heard it and woke up, that never happens to me.

Reading back over this I can see my negativity. Shame on me. I decide right now that today will be a great day! I am awake, and alive, I have many blessings to be thankful for. I shouldn't let myself get into these funks.

Some days, like today, I just try to imagine God wrapping His arms around me and helping me all day. He does do that, but I try to get a visual I guess. God is so good to me. I love the Lord and am thankful for the ways He has worked and still works in my life. Without Him I am nothing.