Unprepared

Well, just as quickly as I was on top of everything - I am unprepared for class today. We had four novels to read for this weekend and we were asked to give at least one question from each chapter for discussion today. I read only one book (658 pages). Geez do they think we are machines or something. However, the book was very interesting and I recommend it if you are into politics of the U.S..

The good news is that in grad school professors don't like to give mediocre grades. They basically, either give A-B or an F. Since I have been prepared up to this point, I don't think turning in my questions for the novels on Sunday will be a problem. Of course, this is a completely hopeful assumption on my part. We'll see. Fortunately, my body has reached it's stress limit for this week and so I am not worried about the assignment - or at least I am numb to additional emotions at this point and therefore don't notice it.
Either way, I am feeling like "Oh well, nothing I can do about it now."

Tangent:
So, I missed Crystal's April Fools party last night because I was frantically reading books about our government system. What a bummer - I really wanted to go since she invited a ton of people that I've never met before. Do you ever wonder what you look like from the outside? I wonder what someone would write about my life if they were a constant on looker. What would I right? I would venture that unless it were stated, the books would appear to be about completely different people.

Intrusive Thought: What makes us who we are? Our perception? Other's perceptions? A combination?.... Okay, I'll stop here, but know that I could blog about this for hours and I would love to hear varying opinions.